April Showers, by MC C.B.

April Showers

by MC C.B.

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1.	Dear April 00:59	lyrics	buy track
🌧🌧🌧🌧🌧 I trusted you, Just throw me away I trusted you, I trusted you, Just throw me away Yo Don't fall in love Man you fall too quick When you hit that floor its gonna hurt like Sh For you it's forever, for them its click Like they channel surfing choices are endless Smile through the pain with your broken frame Every year you get older and the pain remains Is it mental, or physical combination of both You got a lot of battle scars feel no need to boast Worser than the most and she left you comatose cause she dont give a f no more And you wishing she would call you You keep wishing she would text you but she never walks through those doors You need to accept that she's gone She never was here Accept that she's gone you wasted those years Accept that she's gone Time may change but your luck reminds the same ⛈☔️⛈☔️⛈☔️⛈
2.	April Showers 02:10	lyrics	buy track
There’s something special about people in this world that see you and want to use you Take you up and abuse you then throw you to the side No need to lie I was struck by a truck of love and emotion I just can’t get enough She said that she was riding with cb had the same passion in art and creativity Stupid me I though that meant yo were down to ride I should’ve known that you were committing heart homicide Cause you dont really wanna fuck with anybody else you take what you need and add to your pile of wealth But don’t you have enough honestly it’s getting cruel graduated top of your class at NYU I read the script I thought the shit was lit I said let me help just a tiny little bit But we both know your dreams meant so much to me cause I was down to ride with you since like date 3 And now you couldn’t even return the favor couldn’t call me up you said see you later over text Now that’s that disrespect that comes from people who clearly never been checked Heart is really delicate so you should probably try To figure out why the fuck you lying through your eyes You said that there was nothing here for c But why the fuck you look at me so passionately Why the fuck you wanted to rock always with me? And why I made you laugh wholeheartedly You said that we were done you turn and try to run and that’s ok I’m not gonna chase you hun I never thought you would make me write like this Find new ways to talk about the same old shit I thought with another artist we could skip this skit But it seems I struck out on the first base hit I never thought you would make me write like this Find new ways to talk about the same old shit You ain’t give a fuck and that’s fine baby I’m sorry that you wasted time with me
3.	Purgatory (Enough is Enough) 01:10	lyrics	buy track
I was the side character you were the protagonist i was just here to sit around and help your development Its clear you knew it too By the way I talked to you If you said do this I would do it in a hurry boo And was it just the lust? or maybe just the love maybe its because im done I swear I cant get enough Of this heart break sh I'm so pathetic I call my little brother up saying man f* this sh I think I get it now No need to dumb it down If everybody gets to smile Somebody has to frown and so I guess this be the end of our story Sh why cant i smile feel like I”m in purgatory.
4.	Car Talk 01:49	lyrics	buy track
As we sat in the car I said it was cool I gave up trying to get through to you I said it’s ok, if this is just this I wanted to leave, but here is the kick Like a tree if you wanted to leave you would And I sat there I misunderstood You stopped responding to my texts right? Feels like you ignored me every night then your saying if you want to go then you would just go That left me like oh, you were like so while I was like hey, what are you saying are you ok? I’m tryna get this I’m trying to flow Like stream by your house and honestly yo There is so much that I just regret there are so much that I still don’t get I thought that you would be better than this I thought that you were a doorway to bliss Just a trap door to an abyss Where the rain just build while I reminisce When we would go and how we would feel And I asked you, is this real Do you want to make the time You were out of my reach like something devine You stood like untouched snow But really who knows How was your heart and how was your soul before it all got froze I don’t see why you, Just didn’t leave me Why did you choose to To fucking hurt me?
5.	Fix Us 04:39	lyrics	buy track
You could have kept it simple Just ignore chris Not answer when I call and shit Find yourself another fucking man I find out when you post him on your Instagram I don't know if I appreciate the way you text It's like you casted a spell and now I'm hexed And now as I wonder through the full moon The pains too much it feels like a harpoon I really wish that you'd used a gun How you played me and broke my heart is never fun Facing the truth , but I think I would have loved to live in bliss Like maybe she got kidnapped and still thinks of Chris in her dungeon I know that's fucked up But the pain that you caused got me fucked up Oh yeah oh yeah I know that way so before you fixed your lips to say just know I don't want to blame you but I really blame you cause You broke my heart, yeah I know i shouldn't blame you But god damn it I blame you cause You shouldn't have broke my heart yeah Better now then later is what I should have said Fuck off begone I'm better off dead Would it be easy if I got angry instead And attack ever memory of you up in my head? Shit Question and answers we'll never know the pain at least now could never grow Turn into something that will start to sow The seeds of numbness that'll melt the snow Cause the next guarantee won't be like this I'll try my best to be better accept shit That I can't change and throw you away at the first chance I get and always always say I'm not in this for long I'm just here to get some tail and write some songs. Damn We know that ain't true, we know I'm sitting here waiting for you because I don't want to blame you But I really blame you cause You broke my heart, yeah I know i shouldn't blame you But god damn it I blame you cause You shouldn't have broke my heart yeah And with out you I have to look at the mess I made Understand the broken hearts and roads I paved Are nothing with out someone to walk with it I thought I could take on the world I'm strong spirt but At least I was back then before you held my hand and made me your man Before you showed me together it could go like this Before you kissed my lips Damn shit. I don't want to blame you but I really blame you cause You broke my heart, yeah I know i shouldn't blame you But god damn it I blame you cause You shouldn't have broke my heart yeah You could have told me How to fix us You should have told me How to fucken fix us
6.	A Requiem for Sora 01:21	info	buy track
7.	A Puddle's Reflection 04:34	info	buy track
8.	It Cant Rain All the Time 03:22	lyrics	buy track
I know the rain is gonna stop sometimes It can’t rain all the time I know I know I know the pain is gonna grow sometimes it’ll break your heart it’ll break your mind I know Anxieties are building up you wanna go don’t give a fuck I know No body cares right now your all alone it’s raining down I know This pain will grow I know But, it’s easy to be lost in what you wanted can’t achieve it It’s easy to be broken once a loser can’t believe this I’ve wish to be better I know I can I be I’m sick of hating what I see In the mirror Cause I know This rain is gotta stop sometime Cause it can’t rain all the time I know The pain is gonna stop sometime Cause it can’t hurt all the time I know Your gonna swim it out Cause you can’t drown every time I know I know Cause I know you I’ve been you I’ve been dropped I’ve been bruised My heart has been old news too many times for you too It’s easy don’t believe me just don’t let it defeat me I’ve prayed and I’ve prayed now it’s time to be great Cause I know This rain has gotta stop sometimes It can’t rain all the time I know The pain is gonna blow your mind but it won’t hurt every time I know The pool is gonna seem so deep but you’ll learn to swim eventually I know Your gonna get wet sometimes but it can’t rain all the time You’ll be fine.
9.	Do Better 01:35	lyrics	buy track
I’ll tell you a story It’s all about me My heart has been broken it’s raining on me I’m trying to fight I’m trying to stand but i gotta be honest this rain is heavy I’m stuck in the back I’m holding your hand I’m telling you right now be your own man But all of my flaws I just ignored when I love I’m balls to the wall I thought she liked it but sometimes the trust Can be affected it’s easy to bust All of ideas I thought up for we But in the end the sun can’t be seen I could have called I should have cared This should have been better I could’ve been there Instead I say right in the back and got so upset that I almost yakked
10.	Stories from Dumbo 03:35	lyrics	buy track
Don’t know why your smile keeps weighting on me Your face is everywhere I guess I’m just cursed to see They’ll say nothing is the same when your heart get broke Lose yourself in waves no hope for boats I got the message long before you knew You left me alone to face this rain cool And who the fuck was I to demand time from you Didn’t have time to talk had a movie to shoot And in the same breath claiming that you won’t find better as I’m drowning under terrible weather Meeting cool people but you were our tether so I stay soaked in the room of umbrellas The sun is drown out clouds cast a shadow And I gotta be honest I’m losing this battle The emptiness that the situation starts to bring as I realized and sit back Shit this was a scene The kids a screw up but hey at least I admit that Instead of calling you I sat back and wrote these raps But who’s perfect who would know what to do When the fucking rug gets pulled right from under you, and you keep falling just tryna grab a grip can’t touch anything you feeling fucking sick Tryna look behind the clouds that rain so much Still trying to find meaning I admit that’s tough But yo I know I know I know I know I know I was the worst the worst in show And girl when you hear this trust me, you don’t need to Say much you see this is me accepting blame I have to accept except the blame I know I know, I know I know I know You were the worst , the worst in show And when you hear this girl believe you can not dump it all on me, It takes two to tango Rain on me, go ahead help with the drought Feeling rushed I just needed to speak out I’m better now, flowers grow and all that I know I wined for a bit cause my ego went splat When you throw your heart right into the game It’s on you to deal with the repercussions and pain That comes from forgotten texts and missed trains Terrible communication and all that it brings You had enough of the clouds felt enough of the rain Pick yourself up nigga we ain’t doing this again thank you for listening as I detailed Stories from dumbo that made this world hell Felt like an ocean as the waves crashed Turns out my depression had me stuck in a bath A two foot tub felt like 2000 meters. Lost in the pacific to get stalked by creators I want to go back to making playlist but somehow this feels like a better use of my time Saying goodbye over an aesthetic beat super lo-Fi with a sample you know the kind Feels good to let go don’t know why I waited Feels like I’m waking up after being sedated Just know that our time wasn’t thrown away Even though you broke my heart I just hope your ok I know I know I know I know We were the worst the worst in show I guess that’s why we didn’t last and would up right on my ass but ill be ok…maybe
11.	Move on 02:52	lyrics	buy track
What do you want? Forget it forget it its time to move on It wasn’t all bad, we had some good times You were so cute yeah, I fed you mad lines You fell for all them, Together was fun Until you played me, but were not not done I want to go back to that Hicksville flow when I sat there and I was like “Got to take a shot before she shows up and we chill tonight” Yes I was quite quite drunk, yes you showed up way to cute, Yes I like that dress especially how it just felt on you. What do you want? Forget it forget it its time to move on remember the cool thing about us is that you got me out Got trying new things every promise I made out my mouth, Quickly I had to adhere why cause you sat right there And said “ we’ll do it together” we hold hands ? Huh no fear Walked into that tub together we danced for a bit ,got the dj looking at us like go kill it kids. You danced professionally you always stuck out to me I thought it was kinda cute you had no rhythm you see But I was fine with it and I could vibe with it And I could tell that you were trying and I liked liked it And then I saw that we could be together yes right then And before you left me you kissed me I was like “Woah man this is nice”~!

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Why do people last longer in my head than they do in my life?

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released February 12, 2022

All Lyrics by MC C.B.
Production by: Re:waves, tuned beats, beatsbycon, Mariussax, Mikee De Leon
Mixing/Mastering by: Colton Lava, Jo Lee, Re:waves
Executive Producer: MC C.B., Andrew Harris